Wednesday, August 24, 2005
i didn't know i'm your burden
let's just say i need to go for serious anger management. it's so impossible to control my temper lately. i flare it as and when i please, and with no particular reason, or even unnecessarily. anyways, figured this out. here's his post in grey, ma comments in pink:
Tuesday, August 23, 2005 @ 3:30 PM
got scolded by mother for going home late [cos he was spendin time wit me]
spending too much with the credit card [half of the total sum on our food and me]
not going to sch on time [stayed up and accompany me the previous night]
threatened to sell the car etc .. [which he's been driving me around with]
gave me a shit curfew on monday to thursdays . [days on which he tries to spare time for me]
to top it up , she went thru the erp without a cashcard in her bmw and i got scolding for that too . [his own cashcard went almost empty for going thru town gantries too much, i wana go there]
next morning gt scolding by her even b4 i change to go to school [probably the only thing on the list that has nth to do wit me]
tried to keep my mood up becos its a month already [yea our 1st month]
got lost @ outram trying to find great world city [went there to get movie tix in adv for me]
on the way to greatworldcity , hit the tyres while doing a U turn [i gave him wrong directions]
late for the movie [i eat damn slow]
got lost in the carpark on the way home . [i knew e way but kept quiet]
went bishan j8 to buy transparencies for my project [J8 got sugarcane]
no sugarcane for sale [i wana drink]
crashed the fucking car [cos i wana drink sugarcane we went J8 instead of jubilee.]
got scolding by dad [for crashing the car]
sent car to mazda this morning [repairs]
got kicked and ditched by her . [yea i did]
yeah this sums up what happened this 3 days . everything happened @ the right time . i deserve all these . what more ? no project tml is another F for me . [i owned all his time, even when he's to do project]
ok. i've been a burden. for me he gotta go through extreme troubles and in the end i'm still not pleased. every thing has gone very disturbing for him. even for his post, he only did it after i ignored him. well he hardly blog at all. obviously directing at me. maybe he was going like 'wahliaos, think that i haven't got enough problems pointing right at ma brainies ar?' and subconciously he knows every little problem he's facing now is cos of me. i''ll be the source to his death some day.
hrm, know me well, know that i won't apologize. right now i've only this to propose - be my best friend and i promise i'll not appear as a burden anymore. i mean i swear. u'll be so happy ever after. how does this sound? and, how about we meet up some day when u're free and discuss this issue over lunch? get back to me.
is it too late?
- 12:13:00 AM
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valued creeps
BUBU
bestie
since 1998
great laugher, horrible classmate,
female duet, weeding partner
________________________________________________________
JAMIE
honeh
since 2000
always on my side, club partner,
digresser, great companion
________________________________________________________
WEESIN
sister
since 1999
duet partner, confidant,
sibei onz, trustworthy
________________________________________________________
CLARA
meanie
since 2005
scream-2-gather
________________________________________________________
JEWEL
meanie
since 2005
similarities, like-minded
________________________________________________________
ALEXANDER
boyfriend
since 2000
ah blah blah blah
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